i fucking hate my physics class. attendence no PARTICIPATION is required. its not like there's a sign in sheet. instead, we have these weird little clicker remotes that we use to answer multiple choice questions instantly in class. and you have to pay attention so you at least answer the questions (doesn't matter if you get it right) periodically throughout class for participation points. so i can't just show up and leave or show up and sleep or not go. and if i'm late (as usual because i dread this class so much subconciously) i miss a question and miss points. its supposed to be some bs form of interactive learning that helps you learn better. which doesn't help if you're apathetic. like me. it just irritates the crap out of me. don't you tell me how i learn best! you don't know me bitch! plus there's a pre-class quiz every class period. and homework due every class period even today, which was the day after the test. WTF. and its not normal homework oh no we have to use another freaking interactive online program that is supposed to help us learn better. BITE ME MASTERINGPHYSICS.COM. oh and did i mention that i had to purchase these interactive learning devices out of pocket? $50 for the online access code, $20 for the clicker remote and $13 for the online program tracking my responses and grades for the clicker. so that's roughly $75 bucks not to mention that the text book for this class was close to $200. and can i sell that crap back? NO. a $75 loss for me. and did i mention my grades in this class? ASS. because i don't have a million billion hours a week to commit to reading, notetaking and practicing physics. i have other classes.

other classes that require impromtu homework. homework that wouldn't be so annoying if they put it on the syllabus and posted it online well ahead of time with accurate due dates instead of mentioning it at the last second in class when everyone is making noise gathering up their shit getting ready to go and not posting an announcement online or the assignment until the day before it is due. not to mention wasting lots of class time on stuff you aren't going to test over. at least some professors have the decency to say "don't worry about it this won't be on the test" but others .....*glare*.

and let's not forget the two most awful words in the english language: group project. in my renaissance art history class, each group is assigned a personality (bride, first son, artist, etc). my group is the courtier/prostitute, which you think would be interesting? wrong. my group members have lame ass ideas. not to mention that two of them didn't even bother to show up and trust me, they KNEW the project was being assigned and we would have half of class to start working on it. fuckers. and we have to work on this outside class too, right? well i have the luck to be stuck with 2 group members that each live an hour away, one to the south, the other to the north. oh and they're both sooo busy with their jobs and other classes. they are both arts and performance majors and from the sounds of it (they yapped on for forever complaining about their other classes and professors) all of their classes are bullshit classes (no offense to anyone reading this). and all our schedules are incompatible. how the fuck is this going to work? one girl (the more pathetic one, who works two jobs and has such lame humor and wants to be a comedian) volunteers to do essentially the whole project. i do NOT trust her. she looks like she's going to wait until the last minute and not do it or do a half ass job. she was also steering the project so that she could use the same shit for another project for another class. she complains about having to work 2 jobs (one of them at blockbuster ...lame) yet she is toting a louis vuitton bag. the other girl...i just can't stand her personality. she reminds me of someone i knew in high school who used to date one of my exes and was just too friendly with me and him after their break up. they look similar too. BITCH.

my grades are ASS this semester. funny because this is the semester that i have partied the least. go figure.

and registration. oh boy. so i expected to be able to register next monday (apr 13) when registration for seniors begins but they have implemented this new system that won't let you register till your online appointment time begins. i don't know how they assigned appointment times (i suspect voodoo magic and pulling things out of their asses but i can't be certain) but i don't get to register till the following monday (apr 20). WTF. its supposed to be a level playing field, a free-for-all to compete for the best time slots for labs and the good electives. with my luck, all those assholes that i hate who may or may not have gone to high school with me who are in all my classes will snatch up the good lab slot (afternoon) and i'll get stuck with the shitty early morning or even worse saturday section. yes i just said SATURDAY. i think i'm going to kill myself if i get stuck with that class. FUCK.

so that's my rant about school. i think i could go on some more but i need to get back to studying for my test on thursday. life in general right now...that requires another rant that i'm not up for right now. thank you for listening.